There so many problems, I'm going thru right now. I can't wrap my head around them all. At one point, everything is so great and wonderful. And in the next instant it's a total disaster. I wish this didn't happen, so I'd be able to stay. Trying to get my life together but you don't want me to. Now I have to go, far far away where I don't know anyone. Its scary too just stay over in an area where your not familiar. I grew to love to many people to just one day throw it away. I've cried and cried over and over and its still all the same. I'm going and not coming back, and I wish this wasn't true. Im going to miss everyone that I have a relationship with. Friends, family everything.