and here I am grounded only by the sound of the rhythm of the sweet your voice a melody caught worlds apart as I tear through thoughts and sing sad songs feeling restless feeling anxious hoping maybe its all gone I’ve hoped for so long for a trip to see Alaska finally free but selfishly I never wanted to be me just like you were never you a beauty of a dream a picture perfect muse but here I am grounded and feeling free finally feeling like I’m me but to say it all you’d say how far we’ve been and came and are so I wait for telemarketers to call me late at night so I can hear the sound of my favorite parts of me