talking to you is like running though a maze I've memorized and I know most of the twists and turns. there are only a few corners I haven't ventured to explore. adding a glass of wine or two drops new walls to that maze, and as I try to speak I hit barriers I hadn't ever encountered before you accuse me, "whenever we talk I just talk at you." I bite my tongue and hope for blood or something warm to fill my lungs.