How did my life turn out this way? I feel hopeless, the clock keeps ticking and I'm still going nowhere. My undying love I will not give up. I want to hold you close and I can't wait until I get to be with you again. The wreckage of my being cannot take anymore without you. nothing I have ever felt before is melting in my heart. Can you ever forgive me? Blood on the ground and your screaming, it shouldn't be this way. Your angel's speak of violins, always on your mind. Dearest true love