I pray you can teach me more. I went through so much pain and now that we decided not to talk to each other we ran away from our dreams. That was the stupidest thing we have ever done, upset at the outcome. The future sounds better, I know it will be. I needed faith from you, why was it that I didn't believe you? I guess I was frightened on how you would hurt me so I decided to hurt you. I ****** up so bad, It probably had to happen this way. I'm just sick of waiting for you.