I sit here in the dark forcing my eyes to fix images images in the darkness all I see is the monsters that keep destroying me why is it so hard to get rid of them I'm alone in the dark tears streaming down my face the monsters are so cruel saying remarks like "you are so ugly, you fat troll" "just continue pressing that blade against your skin" "no one wants you here" its so hard to tune them out when I know it's all true I can't wait until I'm dead so my only peaceful place isn't just my bed I need to get away from this fast because I really don't know how much longer I can last -te