The suburban myths of childhood splayed on her naked chest The stones of her mothers guilt closing her in Her highschool cartoon bedspread beneath her back where I'm standing I don't know what she wants for me to listen or attack her jeans off to make her sing her song while I sweat on her she is shivering from heat and malfunctionous desires cracked fate I am growing weak with boredoms temptations to have my way My hands around her crumbling names Swirling her skin to silence the pain Creamy russian white and peach on display She doesn't want to be a wife or gay but these things happen anyway Another day in th oc Little orange houses all in a row Wishing with them we could play dominoes