She asked me what color your eyes were today. I told her that they remind me of the sky and the ocean. I smell you in everything around me. Electrifying my skin but torching my heart. Scar tissue is building with every piece of ash that falls from above, as if these words you tell me light fire to the sky. I was content with adoring you from afar, but it seems that time has a different plan than I. He decided to bring the truth to my doorstep, while she’s trying to help me keep my footing. Your mask is so clever, guarding your head and heart. Protecting you from my words wrapped in lace and satin, in an attempt to soothe your venom filled mouth. And I think its time that I take a step back. I’ve tried to pull you alongside me for so long that my arms and lungs are getting tired. I’ll use these scars you’ve left on my mind as a map to keep from falling behind. And I’ll leave the satin and lace, as a peace offering and incentive to follow. Meet me by the water, where we can wash away these sins. Occupy each others minds in a different sense, but your scent still gets me every time.