We would say things like Sticks and stones may break my bones But words will never hurt me
What we meant was We would for the most part be able to handle surface level comments But anything further would cut deep Pull in our hearts And change the way we view the world and ourselves
We would say things like That's my name Don't wear it out
What we meant was We want you to notice us We want you to remember who we are We want your attention But not too much of it Because we don't know what to do with people who love outside of obligation
We would say things like We can't wait to grow up To be bigger and older
What we meant was We wanted to feel important Significant Like we were somehow making an impact We wanted freedom and independence But still to be protected from the hurt that we had not yet experienced
In our innocence We were ignorant Wanting things we could not have We set our eyes too searchingly on the future Which kept us from fully experiencing our present
We were unaware that in our diminutive hands We held onto things that we would later lose Unaware that when they are gone is when we will want them But by then they will have become what we can not have