The way I look at it I have two choices, tell everyone how you hurt me or let you get away. I blame you I blame you for the fear I hate the power you hold over me You have me terrified to ever let my guard down I let my guard down for you and you took full advantage of that You didn't hesitate to grab those hand cuffs You never hesitated to hold me against that door by my wrists I gasped as you twisted my own arm against my throat I winced in pain as you ripped away all my trust You told me I wanted it I screamed for you to stop You just covered my mouth with your lips I cried and you looked away You call yourself a man, You couldn't even look me in the eye when you trashed my innocence I hate you for the way you ******* up my life
because of you i became a better person but i still have a fear of any boy who looks like you