If it's not me
then it's you
I went with a feeling
That I felt was true
To find that things
weren't as comfy, as they seemed
So everything ended
like in a nightmarish dream

feelings left me, alone in this place
And turned me into, a ****** up head case
I have a ******* smile
That will stay with me for a while
But when I see you again
I'll still call you my friend

This is how, my life works
I make believe, nothing hurts
When ample time has passed
All the feelings rush to fast
Make it so, I can't think straight
I need to just, slow down and wait
**** all this **** that is in my head
I don't want you to leave, I wish that I said,

It's gonna be okay
All of this dies, if you let go
Do not shut down
It will be easier, if you don't
you can't hide, the look on your face
Surrounded by people, alone, in this place
I know that things have been said but true felling have been held.
I almost wish I had meds
Cause its too much for my head and you will always be missed in my bed