He looks different since last time. Perhaps you've forgotten, preferring think of him without a face or even a name.
His kisses feel the same though. Too much tongue- you always forget how much he uses. You take off your clothes like a band-aid: all at once. You wait in naked patience for him to catch up.
When he finally touches you it is with passion, yes, but not love- you have felt enough of both to know the difference.