So what if I can't forget you?
How can you expect it?
You're still the girl that saved a little boy who tried to end it
So what if you gave up?
Doesn't mean I have to
I'm still a boy who looks like the hell he's been through
I just can't tell everything that's going through me
It's all sick and twisted
I can't act upon all my thoughts of evil and mischief
**** the fear I leave behind
Don't leave me it's not my time
And I'm not ready yet to say goodbye
My promises
Now filled with empty lies is killing me deep inside
My last true words
I promise tonight I'll try to stay alive
I promise I'll do my best to survive
But how can I when you were the best part of my life.