You can judge my heart
I have cheated you with my smile
I have err,
still don't rip off my hat
Even if it doesn't size.
Life without you is hell
Let me unbreak your heart
And return your sun shine.

I know I have been hidding a lot
My secrets weigh higher
Than the messiah cross.
My fading fate won't longer cast lots
Your departure is killing my faith faster
Like fire set under a heavy rainfall,
I have learnt the hard way for sure.

You said you can't understand me
Maybe because I don't even know myself
Like my mirror never did its job.
You are tired of saying you love me
Because you don't think I love myself,
My happiness my anger has really robbed.

You  hate that I blame you for everything
Losing you will be a life sentence for my sins
For my past is  really  hunting
To take vengeance on my being.
I know I have not been just and fair enough
To seek for any atom of peace or love
But at least I deserve a chance and a trust  
If not, then I deserve this lonely dance with war
For I have never been an everyday man for once.