I wanted to express how I truly feel you know? I never thought you would be that way towards me, not so much as to feeling that way.. You would always come to me with your problems, Usually relationship problems. With the Elmer Fudd of a lover who only wanted to do one thing ; And that was to shoot bullets into your inner Bugs Bunny, opening your body with fresh wounds, as the color red appears.. Red is the color of love, as well as blood. I remember how close we got, I enjoyed the times we've spent, I'm glad you're happy. I'm glad you enjoyed it, But learn to remember it. You have a souveneir, the necklace I gave you. Nobody has ever bought you anything, but I wanted to change everything. I wonder whenever you're with him, do you think of me? I feel like whenever we would talk, you would talk to him at the same time.. You'll hate him, then want me. You'll miss him, then hate me? All I wanted to do was something he never accomplished, We never spoke after this. I woke up a new person, less stressful. You used to be my potential part time lover but now you are foreign to me like an extra terrestrial. Sorry if I made you feel more ugly than how you were on the inside. You're right, I can do better. But you could've done amazing. Have fun with the piece of **** who only wants fun with you when its dark and both bodies are covered in bed sheets.
I won't be there to save you, and this is how you lose me.