instead as my body feigns the motion of purposeful key strokes and as my mouth forms the shape of requisite responses to work place witticisms, I'm really in bed with you feeling the curve of your body fit against mine, watching your chest rise and fall slowly in that moment right before you awake.
I love to look at you in the soft glow of the shuttered window peacefully slumbering in my arms as I brush my lips across your cheek feeling thrills steal over the length of my body when a sleepy smile turns up the corners of your mouth as I kiss you awake.
all at once my hands are gliding over your smooth skin, lightly tracing the softest parts of you, memorizing the feel of your body beneath my fingertips. even as you drowse, your hips rock gently against mine echoing in steady rhythm my own need to hold you closer and closer still.