She said,
"You're not the man I knew. We are not the same and we can not go back.
I don't want to hurt you, but you know how this has to end."

The lights fade, she won't be back.

I know I wasn't perfect but now you've made me utter ****.
I am so much worse now than before and I'm so glad I have you to blame.
So I'll use this bottle to fade the lights

Go to black, go to black, to black...

The world is spinning, the world is spinning, spinning...

But I AM STILL.

This is your fault.
*******.
**** the world.
It's all on them.
Take me back.
I hate you.
Please call.
Die.

Drink.
Forget.
Repeat.

Oh God.
It was me.
And it always will be until I fix it.