Maybe I'm weak, maybe I'm strong. But what's the meaning when you ain't coming home? So I go inside and close this door, and as I have so many times before. I'm so confused and don't know what to do. I've tried to hold on to what we've had and go on. All the time I have to deny, this pain I feel inside. If only I could, I would. Beg you to stay, down on my knees, bleeding screaming " Please, don't go away..."