I feel For once, I really feel I feel love And life And like everything makes sense I want you I need you But I'm afraid to admit I hang on I'm holding tight To that last piece of me The ultimate vulnerability Those three words I can't say Though it doesn't mean that I don't I will that you know That I feel for you Things I thought not possible Open and warm and alive Instead of dead and cold Closed to the world I want so badly to say I love you But I can't I'm still me