I would love to release whatever unspecified mess, and display whatever inexplicable emotions erupting within my chest.. I would love to be carried away by the eerie winds of despair, whistling throughout the weathered bones of mine. I would love to erase and disintegrate the haunting memories of past and present times. I would love to regain innocence, and tackle the constantly inconstant clockwork of my mind. I would love to embrace the abyss tailing the lightened end of a tunnel, leading to the lightened tunnel beyond the abyss.