he asked me if i would go to lunch
               i said i had homework
                                   how about tomorrow?
he asked again
               i said i couldn't find him
                                   and that i was sorry
a third time he asked
               i wasn't hungry
                                   maybe another time
the fourth time
               i had no excuse
                                   no ifs  ands or buts
                                   nothing happened
the fifth
               i finally told him
                                   i can't step out of my comfort zone
                                   i can't do this right now
Nikolai ....
*I do like you...but for all the wrong reasons. And besides..if you really knew what kind of person I am, you wouldn't dare look at me the same way ever again...