I wanna smoke cigarettes in the bath tub. Lie on my bed wearing nothing but a robe. Spike up my hair just because I can. Drive on the little amount of gas I have, just to see how far I get. I wanna eat breakfast at the Waffle House tomorrow morning with some one, not say a word and have that be okay. I want to dye my hair black, because I don't think my current situation is me. I want to smoke **** all day and blow my pay check on cigars and bad food. I want to wake up one day and for once, actually have all of these things that I want.