I thought maybe if no one else said it
It wasn't true
If no one else thought it
Then I could stay in denial
And pretend you actually cared about me
I should have known that can't last forever
But what can is the fact that
You made me feel like you're the only one
Who could ever love me
That's my fear
That I will be looking back at my life
And regret not having you in it
Though you don't deserve a leading role
In my future
You had a big enough role in my past
And I don't want you
To tell me you love me
Because I want to think that I won't say it back
But I could never deny you the love
You proved time and time again
Didn't belong in your palms
Because your hands drain me
They pull all my emotion out
And you use it the fuel your self worth
While demolishing mine