"you're the only one who has been in love."
love?
was love the thing
that kept me awake
made me afraid to be near you
because you might get angry once again?
maybe
you wouldn't shove me this time or
get upset because i begged to be with my friends
or lash out because I refused.
i had to know
why we weren't working
why I fell in love up with your caramel eyes
and that crooked smile.
THANK YOU
for making me realize there's so much beyond you and your twisted self.
because I was a fool
for putting myself through that and the depression that came soon after.