I feel like it's over with this guy.

I'd love for me to be surprised that it isn't but I have
that feeling
I didn't even love him, I didn't know him so well

It's not a pain of loosing someone,
its just that...
“it's a shame” moment


It's a shame that it didn't lead to anywhere, with him,
and this other guy,
and this other guy.

It's a shame I don't know them so well and they don't know me
That they didn't have my scent at some point,
they didn't wear it on them like a mark,

It's a shame they barely scratched the surface of who I am
and I of who they are

It's a dull, miniature pain of meaningless kisses,
a hint of joy and sadness
thrown around with no purpose
leaving a small lesson behind.

Years from now, he’ll be a number
It’s just a shame.