Floods of the unforgiving tide rush in to captivate our feet. Knee-deep in this hateful sand we stand, our feet planted firm. But it was always easier to fall than to be thrown to the ground. You were the first one who taught me just how to be a beautiful fool.
I pretend I do not know what it's like to grow up with two people who hurl words like knives who use their daughter as the scapegoat for the problems they do not wish to deal with. They have taught her to conform but as she refuses and so, she is tortured emotionally.
For then she hits thirteen and she is awestruck by some devilish boy who takes her on her first trip that she experiences while intoxicated by love. One of the side effects is blindness.
He knows exactly what she wants to hear and he sings it to her, ever so delicately. She will never want to let him go. As he wraps her around his finger she begins to see the danger but she wants nothing more than to indulge. She loves him, forever and always and desires, hopes and wants nothing more than to be his *beautiful fool.
Inspired by a quote from The Great Gastby. This is how it relates to my life.