When you focus on that which is greater than you, it becomes terribly lonely; There is nothing unreachable within me but no one has yet tried to grasp the depths and stretch out their arms- the surface far too tempting to dive deeper- Some of the side effects are: inability to blindly stroll through life forgetting what it is that binds you to the person next to you feeling shockingly lonely on sunny days in crowded places constant circular reasoning and the death of all impressions of perfection. The innocent frames of existence are one of the metaphyisicasualities, once they're killed, you must fight to resurrect them- for only once you've gone too far do you realize the value of staying home.