I said "Everyone is too selfish"
while searching for someone
to complain to.
I tried making myself out
to seem like a victim or heroine of sorts.
But I hit a nerve of yours
when I brought up
my urges to pick pills back up.
You told me the saddest thing.
Then more horrors
that you'd been dealt.
I was in shock.
I am so sorry
for being so selfish.