YOU ARE EVERY BAD THING IVE EVER LOVED. YOU ARE THE COKE I FIRST SNORTED AT A PARTY. YOU ARE THE BUD I SMOKED THAT GOT ME ****** AND MADE ME REALIZE I WANTED TO DIE. YOU ARE THE XANIES I TOOK AT SCHOOL TO NUMB MYSELF FROM MY DEPRESSION. YOU ARE THE ADERALL IN MY SYSTEM I TOOK TO STAY AWAKE FROM SLEEPLESS NIGHTS. YOU ARE THE ACID TABS I TOOK BECAUSE I WANTED TO FIND OUT WHO I WAS.
I STILL LOVE YOU BUT I DONT GO TO THOSE PARTIES ANYMORE. I NO LONGER WANT TO DIE. I NOW CONTROL MY DEPRESSION. I CAN SLEEP WITH OUT SEEING THAT CONSTANT GOD ****** DREAM. I KNOW WHO I AM.