And approaching the place And company I crave most I feel like the first day of Year one, or that night Just before I turned ten, when I lay in bed and was Terrified. You Start school only once You turn ten Only once, I Meet my friends every Couple of- But am filled with dread mixed With Joy - Giddiness, it is The worst and best feeling That causes you to constantly remember But wish, not to forget, exactly, but Have it done with already And I don't want this feeling Like I'm about to throw up I just want to be with them Already, now, always.