I am chaos and pain and I hurt those around me
I am questions asked in the dead of night when everyone else is heavy with sleep but my brain is still bright and wandering
I am the scars of my past and the danger of my future
I am silence
I am the broken heart and the hurt mind
I am loneliness
I am the clouds the cover the bright shine of the moon
And when my head fills with white noise and static and all I can think about is death
**I am disaster