I often sit And wonder out loud Who my real friends are And who are in it for the ride I wonder what they see in me I wonder what they want I wonder how long it will be Till they tire of their charade What is it about me? That attracts the fake friends The horrible ones They bring you down with every word. How is it that Iโve ended up, Living in the shadows? Of people I call friends When will I turn my life around? And live in the sun