Waking up at night tears shedding from my eyes
Lets out screams, cuts, and whys
Try to keep it in but I know I cant
I know I tell you everything but
This time I can't

I know you really don't care
But, you act like it to see me smile
I know you mimic me when we're on the phone
Because, you've heard my **** before
And, I don't wanna be the one to bother others

Sometimes I yet wonder
Why won't anyone be straight forward
Are you not trying to hurt me
Are you thinking I'm over reacting
Tell me please~~

So I stop bothering you and you randomly visits
"What are you doing"
I'm cutting can't you see
"Why"
Cause I told you I'm not a bother

"Are you  thinking of suicide"
Well **** obviously
" You know I'm here for you"
I can't tell I need you do you need me
"Yes we all do"

Just leave me alone
"You're life is precious"
JUST ******* GO!
An hour later things starts getting hectic
I don't know what to do

I tried crying
I tried singing
I tried talking
I just couldn't do it
Boom~

I don't wanna be a bother