I walk around school and people know me, they smile and nod and say my name, as if delighted to see me but no one actually takes the time to get to know me. The fragile and vulnerable me. I always have this hard, ******, and kind of sensitive exterior, but really, I'm an emotional mess and no one knows that so I'm stuck being emotionally lonely in a room of people who "love and care" for me. loved and cared for ******* // a.s.