Today was nothing like yesterday. How can it go from being so great, to feeling like it's over in 24 hours? I don't know what to do. What to say, what to think. It felt like we were strangers tonight. I only need some one to be nice to me. To care, and be on my team for once. I don't think that's asking for too much. But maybe it is. I don't think I will ever have a successful relationship.