I cant stop crying As my soul is dying My heart is hurting And my mouth is drying I take a sip To wet my lips That feeling of release Puts me at ease Until the buzz starts to lack And the pain rushes back No worries Ill just wash it back down This time with a swig not a sip It may be temporary But for now Im enjoying it The pain in my life Seems to be on full throttle So for now Ill find my happiness At the bottom of a bottle The smooth gold liquid Taking place of my tears Caused by the pain From all of these years I still cant stop crying As my soul is still dying My heart is still hurting But at least my mouth isnt drying.