first time since june
it was all in my head
but in a puddle of my moods
i knew right then time
would never move
forward with you again
backwards we fled
a solid hole in my hollow heart
i'd try to disintegrate with hope
something in between
kicking at my face
but my eyes refused to see
nothing's what it seems
back to our graves
soil suffocates our faces
covering the roots of every
thought and place we felt and saw
as one
smoke stuck to the stars
turn the aimless ticking
for who is to blame
this is just to say
ive woken up to you