Baby you’re so lovely

I want to make you mine

You say that you care

But never invest the time…

in me,

I just want to sit, maybe drink some dark tea.

While you tell me all your thoughts,

the world inside your head.

And maybe if you ****** my mind,

I’ll end up face down in your seductive bed.

I want to take long walks,

maybe hold your hand.

While watching this beautifully corrupt world,

with the muted silence.

Side by side where we could stand.

But you don’t want me,

you never really did,

you pretended but I wasn’t

all your ****** urges that you hid.

And then we were together,

an illusion of happiness you put me in,

remember that night? committing the dirtiest sin.

Where both our souls intertwined on another,

But now it’s like we both barely even know each other.

But now you’re tasting her.

Does she even taste the same?

You hurt someone who would never hurt you,

that’s why I’ve devoted the rest of my life to try and forget you…

But day by day is a struggle.

As every thought I’ve ever thought of consists of you,

As the way you talk, the way you move,

The way your lips form the most perfect smile,

The way your hands fit perfectly into mine,

the way your breathe and our sync heartbeats,

Like a metronome. Our first kiss

the way our tongues caressed each other-perfectly

making my heart melt.

But I,

could write similes on your body,

because metaphorically it’s a pen of elation

&you;; my pad which withdraws the creation,

of the art in which portrays a picture of ‘us’

but the thought of you and I,

was all just a pretty picture,

which faded in the drift of air.

baby you’re so lovely

I want to make you mine.

you say that you care

but never invest the time…

in me.

I just want to sit maybe drink dark tea