Everyone thinks I go to bed at 10 Little do they know that's when I awake The real me, inner me, little voice inside my head that can't be hushed all come out to say hello Screaming and filling my head with terrible thoughts It's in these next hrs that my friend comes to visit, my blade The type of friend who you don't have to say anything to, he just understands Helps me cope with the stress, loneliness, and numbness I feelย ย I'll bleed out all my secrets and he's there to listen, never missing a drop In the morning my friends will still be with me, just quieter, whispering, But tomorrow night they'll be back loud and clear and we will talk again