What do you expect from me? I'm only 18. Am I supposed to have it all planned out? Am I supposed to know everything. So what if I'm confused. I'm allowed So what if I've said things that don't meet up now. Honestly I'm lost and don't know what I want isn't that normal? I'm only 18 and maybe I do like men maybe age just is a number You are acting like he's ten. I can't take the ***** looks and all the mmhmms I don't want to hear it anymore so from now on you know nothing not a thing. I don't want you to be a part and everyone will win you won't be mad at me for trying to find what's within and I will become happy for knowing the truth. What do you expect from me? I'm only 18.