From everything I can gather From what I've learned From relationships The bless of luck The knot in your chest You named covet From the wheel Turning fully Brushing the bottom with your feet Just when you think the ride is over Love appears in the horizon With the sun on it's back Screaming lord have mercy Because the worst thing in the world To wish on anybody, essentially, is trauma. You don't have the privilege of carrying it, Much less holding... It wears you. Like that purple long sleeve You somehow never managed to lose Through all your years wandering. The worst action in the world is stagnation, And from this I know hate means that you wish Somebody or something never gets past that obstacle, that fear, breaking through that path to the next moment of what it means to be alive. I don't need to hate you, Stuck is what you have been And it's where you are. And I mutually write this In its dysfunction, Naked at no one Staring out the blinds