I'm drowning myself from the inside out
I can feel it
And I can hear my organs screaming for help.
My heart is all doped up
It feels nothing at all.
My stomach is sinking right down to my toes
I'm hoping it stays there, I hope that time slows.
I feel nothing but sadness, depression, despair
My skin is cut open, and I'm ripping out hair.
Tie an anchor to me and throw me in deep,
My insides can feel it,
Won't life set me free?