She never was a swimmer Although she's had plenty of practice Drowning in her tears. Her face, it's beautiful The streaks glisten like crystals And her smile is as pure as gold. From the outside They would never be able to tell That she looks for happiness at the bottom Of a bottle of Pinnacle. They would never know That her family is falling apart That her ex-boyfriend left her for dead And no one was there to save her. To them, she is a star But stars are just ***** of gas and fire With unstable compositions Always running the risk of an explosion. She's just running around Trying to get some answers Trying to understand herself And how she let this happen. She needs a cushion A pillow A blanket Or maybe someone else To fall smoothly and swiftly into As she completely breaks down.