Darkness is surrounding.... So many people, its crowding.... I hate them all.... I can't wait until I fall.... Never left alone! Always watched and labeled... Like a storybook character, I am fabled.... I can't take this much longer.... And no, I'm not getting stronger.... I fail at every turn.... For love and affection I urn.... Boys and girls.... Drugs that in my visions, create swirls.... Alcohol that softens the blows.... Skin that surely shows.... I can't hide this forever.... But will I tell....Never....