loneliness is consuming me and i'm reduced to tears at two in the morning and i'm doing all i can not to cave in on myself like a star finally collapsing occurring in: supernova. if i could prevent this sadness i would. but it seems that i am getting closer and closer to a collapse. but there's one difference between me and a star. a star gets brighter before it collapses. and the brightest i will ever be before collapse is the reflection of the light in my eyes and in my tears.