i have words in my mouth
but i can't seem to speak
i have tears in my eyes
but i can't seem to cry
i have a cigarette in my hand
but i can't seem to smoke
i have alcohol in my glass
but i can't seem to drink
i have fingers down my throat
but i can't seem to purge
i have blades on my skin
but i can't seem to tear
i have pills on my tongue
but i can't seem to swallow
i have suicide on my mind
but i can't seem to commit


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