Fond of the sips of black death In love with the smoke that doesn't go away How long will it take For me to lose focus Lose memory of everything It all holds me back and I keep taking in the wrong things Look at all these drugs They said it would get me through the day Thats all it is Its just something temporary I'm moving towards permanent Last me forever love me forever How hard is that Its impossible But nothing ever pays off with out hard work Nothing plays the way you want it to It was never in the books for you anyways But tonight I promise you we can rewrite history I got death in my fingers and acid in my pen Ready to destroy it all Ready to scratch out the pain