Starring at my food but I can not eat,
This amount of self hate I cant beat
I dream of blood pouring down
And wake up before I drown.
Laughter, from others filling my mind
Telling me to pick up my razor
And end my life
My razor, gently whispering
"I may be metal and have no heart
But in your life I have become a part"
So I'm killing myself
I cant go on
I'm killing myself
I'll end it all
Tonights the night
As a turn out the light
And tie the rope nice and tight
The room gets darker
And begins to swirl
I was only a young, depressed, teenage girl.