"you're toxic to me. she said.. "I need to rid you from my life." she said.. "the only thing stressing me out right now is, YOU!" she followed.. after time I became afraid to express myself. I was kind of taught and responded to in a way that made me feel everything I do and anything I say is, wrong. I don't want to lose her and I want to get these...I need to get these demons out of my mind. they're destroying me, her, us.. I don't want it to be too late. I like her a lot. I love her too much, i don't know why I'm acting like this.