I have moments -even hours- of darkness, points at which I am at the bottom of the earth begging for release from the pain. I don't think I will stop having moments like that.. I use to think it was wrong that I broke down, I use to think that made me fake in my path towards recovery, but it's perfectly okay to not be okay sometimes. We are human. We are not built of mortar. We are meant to break at times.. & that's okay.